My Top 50 Movies of 2021 – #’s 36 – 40

Entering the Top 40, it’s getting harder and harder to rank these films. #’s 38, 39 and 40 all should have been ranked higher, except for a few noticeable flaws that pushed them further down that offset the amazing work featured in each of them. For a few of these films there is also an inherent tension of my immediate reaction after seeing the film, and how well they have sit with me as time has passed. I try to capture that immediate feeling, but the longer-term affect a film has on me is important as well. At any rate, here we go with #’s 40 down to 36.

#40 – I’m Your Man, directed by Maria Schrader (Germany) – Reading the premise of this film, which I will try to not to reveal here, you immediately thinks of some hokey, 80’s romantic comedies, that can’t compare to the emotional exploration that I’m Your Man tackles with its main character, and the interesting pathways she must follow. One particularly interesting examination comes when a research project that Alma and her team are working on is upended when another researcher half a world away publishes an article on a similar theme before her work is completed. A character, unfamiliar with human emotions wonders why this occurrence upsets Alma, as the theory she was researching was proven to be true. He wonder why this isn’t a cause for celebration as it validates her work. That competitive drive to be the first is lost on him. It’s an interesting philosophical rumination that is not often tackled in a romantic comedy.

I’m Your Man

The acting on display also elevates I’m Your Man, with British actor, Dan Stevens (so good, and so different in the television series, Legion) tackling the male lead, Tom, a character that would have been easy to take in a direction to completely derail the film, and making it somehow work. Popular German actress Sandra Hüller, plays a similar supporting character for laughs, and is utterly delightful. Where the film runs slightly off the rails, is the inevitable denouement. Director and adapter Schrader treads lightly where Alma must come to a realization that runs counter to much of what makes her character what it is. Schrader sets this up nicely and leaves it hanging, and for the viewer to decide, which is as best a conclusion that we can ask for. Just who is Alma’s man, is something for us to decide.

#39 – Adrienne, directed by Adrienne Ostroy (USA) – I am a huge admirer of the work of actor/director Adrienne Shelley, so was naturally drawn to this documentary directed by her husband. As a celebration of her life, and career, this film excels. Shelley got her start as an actress in the early films of Hal Hartley, starring in The Unbelievable Truth, and Trust. From there she went on to act in a string of mediocre or bad films throughout the late 80’s and 90’s. She had the waifish look for those films, but she was too smart to do that for long, and she eventually followed her true passion, directing. Her first feature, released in 1996, was Sudden Manhattan, a quirky, low-budget Woody Allen pastiche that showed some promise but didn’t really make much of a splash. Her subsequent short film, Lois Live a Little, received considerable acclaim and led to her next feature, I’ll Take You There, a more accomplished romantic comedy that showed what she was capable of. She was on the cusp of major success, with her third feature, Waitress, when she was tragically murdered in her Manhattan office, but a construction worker who tried to make it look like a suicide.

Adrienne

It’s here where Adrienne stumbles a bit. I understand director Ostroy’s need to explore the event that upended his life and that of his daughter, but at times it borders a little too closely to one of those tabloid news shows. Ultimately finds his closure when he is allowed to visit Shelley’s murderer in prison. The assortment of friends, family, and co-workers who are interviewed for the film paint a beautiful picture of this remarkable woman. From those took on her legacy to create the hit Broadway musical based on Waitress like Sara Bareilles, to Hal Hartley, who helped her get her start.

#38 – Mass, directed by Fran Kranz (USA) – Right from the very beginning there’s something vaguely stilted and manipulative about MASS. Maybe it’s the way they try to build up so much tension using extraneous characters just to make the film more than just four people in a room. It’s a meeting of two couples, one pair of whom lost their son in a school shooting, and the other pair whose son was the shooter. I’m not sure how you write a 110 minute film on that kind of meeting and not make it a little manipulative and stilted. What you do to make it all work, is hire some really strong actors who can carry the audience through the awkwardness and the emotional manipulation on the convincing power of their acting. These actors do not shy away from the intensity — they embrace it. The emotions these characters are feeling are so complex, so tangled, and the four powerhouse performers convey all of that. I was expecting a lot from the women. Martha Plimpton isn’t used enough, and she’s like a secret weapon when she’s given a good part. She brings it home beautifully here, and for her performance alone, i would have thoroughly enjoyed this film, but Ann Dowd has proven over the past 5 – 10 years that she is a force to be reckoned with, and she does so again here as the mother of the shooter — the most openly emotional and shattered in many ways. The men surprised me. Jason Isaacs has the showy role. He’s one of the guys, and he’s the one who veers toward anger, all the while strangling on the emotions he can barely restrain. Isaacs does a pretty good job reigning things in to a simmering, but powerful level, and only succumbs to showiness briefly. Reed Birney, often stealing attention as a character actor in the Beth Grant way, is the surprise for me in MASS. His tightly wound, restrained delivery can come across as cold, but look at his eyes, and the haunted, haggard look he’s sharing with the audience. This is a man who’s broken inside.

Mass

“It’s an interesting tale for a first time feature writer/director to tackle, and Kanz gets away with it largely because he is first and foremost, an actor, with dozens of TV and movie credits on his resume. He clearly knows what an actor needs to work in a film like this, and he gives it to his cast. If it is a few of the choices he makes in the writing and direction that you want to quibble with, so be it. My only real problem with the films comes right at the end, where there is some spirituality forced into play for little reason. Kanz, for the most part, stays out of the way, and allows his actors to take us on an intense journey for nearly two hours, and i must say I was with them all the way. 

#37 – Two Of Us, directed by Filippo Meneghetti (France/Luxembourg/Belgium) – I saw this film over two years ago, an the fact that it has stayed with me for so long is a testament to the skill and power it has to tell it story. Two older, retired women who have been romantically involved for the past twenty years live in neighboring apartments. They plan to move to Italy to live out the remainder of their lives together now that Madeleine has become a widow. The problem is, she hasn’t told her adult son and daughter yet, and she’s having trouble with it. When a change in circumstance threatens to tear them apart, both defy incredible odds to be together. Powerful script, great direction and wonderful acting. Much praise has been lauded justifiably upon Barbara Sukowa, but I was particularly impressed by Martine Chevallier, in a very challenging role, who had to convey so much without speaking. Like Twilight’s Kiss, it’s nice to see a film about gay older adults.

Two of Us

#36 – The Outside Story, directed by Casimir Nozkowski (USA) – Charles is a Brooklyn video editor who creates memorial videos about people who have the potential to die soon, for TMC. He’s also stuck. He just found out his girlfriend, Isha, cheated on him with a woman, he’s asked her to move out, and he hasn’t really left the house in a while. When he accidentally locks himself out of his 2nd story apartment in his socks, he realizes that he has to interact with the people in his neighborhood to navigate the rest of the day until he is able to get a key dropped off by the landlord. Naturally the people that make up his community are quirky, but they are also generally good people. Whether it’s the pre-teen girl who lives above him, or the police officer handing out parking tickets up and down his street. He gets reluctant help from his catty, third-floor neighbor for whom Charles interrupts a threesome with a visiting Swedish couple, and he in turn helps out the 70-year-old recent widow who lives next door to sign up on a dating app. Ultimately, he learns form his community and moves onto a hopefully better life.

THE OUTSIDE STORY, from left: Sunita Mani, Brian Tyree Henry, 2020. © Samuel Goldwyn Films Courtesy Everett Collection

It’s a simple story, and honestly, sometimes the simplest stories are the best stories. This is a film that I really wanted to be higher on my list, but it’s just that good a year for films. Bryan Tyree Henry is a lovely Charles. Known for his comedic work, which he excels at here as well, he’s also a great dramatic actor, and able to shed a tear when needed. He’s slightly irritating, but in an amusing way that makes him fun to spend time with. His beautiful, soon-to-be-ex, Isha, is played calmly, and beautifully by Star Trek: Discovery’s Shonequa Martin-Green, who builds on her great television work to great effect. Other strong performers include Sunita Mani’s Officer Slater, Olivia Edwards’ upstairs neighbor Elena, and Michael Cyril Creighton. First time feature director Casimir Nozkowski has written an effective character study that is funny and rings true He really hits all the right notes. And Brooklyn looks gorgeous… warm and inviting like any good community should.

My Top 50 Movies of 2021 – #’s 41 – 45

Still firmly in my 4 star films, this batch heading to the Top 40 has a doc from the US, and four non-U.S. films, one from the UK, one from Japan, one from Hong Kong, and one from Tunisia. And the U.S. doc is about an Australian woman! Just scanning the Top 40, it’s nice to see how international the films I loved this year turned out to be.

The Man Who Sold His Skin

#45 – The Man Who Sold His Skin, directed by Kaouther Ben Hania (Tunisia) – Interesting film; I enjoyed it quite a bit, in fact, I found it rather exciting. Strangely enough, I found the love story to be the least effective part of the film. I suppose it could have been edgier, or maybe delved deeper into the whole commodification of the self, but I found the premise rather intriguing… that a refugee can’t leave his own country until he becomes a commodity in the art world. I find the art world so strange anyway. Also, I loved Monica Bellucci as the mysterious Soraya. I always love that kind of matter-of-fact rather inscrutable type. Cinematography, production design, and editing are all top notch as well.

#44 – True Mothers, directed by Naomi Kawase (Japan/France) – A mother fighting for her child is a force to be reckoned with. In TRUE MOTHERS, Japanese director Naomi Kawase gently and thoughtfully explores the conflict between two women and their claims to motherhood. After trying to get pregnant for several years, Satoko and her husband Kiyokazu see a television spot that introduces them to ‘Baby Baton,’ a non-profit on a remote island run by the saintly Mrs. Asami that pairs couples who cannot have children with women (often teens) who are unable to care for their babies. The first half of the film focuses on the quiet, but satisfying life of the couple and their adopted child, while showing their journey to adoption in flashback. About half way through this lengthy film, the crux of the story arrives, when a young woman contacts Sakoto claiming to be the child’s real mother and demanding his return.

True Mothers

At that point, the movie shifts its perspective entirely, and we are introduced to a sweet, teen girl named Hikari and follow her story  as she falls in love with a classmate and becomes pregnant. Her family is ashamed and she is shuffled off to ‘Baby Baton’ where she finds warmth and caring among the staff, and the other pregnant women in residence. After giving up the baby, Hikari falls on hard times, running away from her controlling family, delivering newspapers to make some money, and getting involved with some unsavory characters. At her lowest point, the two stories come together again. It all sounds a little melodramatic and over-the-top, like a worn plot from ‘Days of our Lives,’ but under the direction of Kawase, whose tender handling of the characters undercuts the sensationalism, it’s a lovely and sad story that resolves beautifully.

#43 – Twilight’s Kiss, directed by Ray Yeung (Hong Kong) – While representation for gays is much better in the movies than,say, twenty years ago, it’s still not outstanding. And representation for older adults, much less older gay adults, is still pretty abysmal. Ray Yeung’s TWILIGHT’S KISS embraces the challenges of aging gay men, and even more daringly, does so in Hong Kong, where that generation is still fairly uncomfortable with homosexuality. Pak is well past retirement age, but he still love driving his taxi every day. He’s got a happy family, wife, kids, grandkids, and a habit of cruising public toilets for sex with men. It is on one of these unsuccessful cruising visits that he encounters Hoi, similar in age, reading on a park bench. Hoi, it turns out, is retired, is long divorced, and living with his son’s family. He is also gay, but he’s not  into cruising. Both men are closeted, but Hoi, at least, has a circle of gay friends who are doing their small part with the younger generation, to set up a gay senior home so that they will have somewhere to go if their families are unable to help them.

Twilight’s Kiss

“Yeung has crafted a gently powerful story of two men to meet in their 70’s, form a sexual bond, and then suddenly realize that they are falling in love. Pak in particular is in a precarious position, and while his marriage doesn’t seem all that loving, and certainly lacks any passion, Pak’s wife, Chin, is never portrayed in a negative light. There is clearly true affection between them. As the two men’s relationship progresses, they even start to imagine a live together might look like, but that’ seems a chasm to wide to bridge, and the film ends on an ambiguous note that some might be frustrated by, but i felt seemed much more true to life.

Rocks

#42 – Rocks, directed by Sarah Gavron (United Kingdom) – Ever since her powerful debut, the British TV Movie THIS LITTLE LIFE, and her big screen debut in 2007, BRICK LANE, I’ve been curious about director Sarah Gavron, but I hadn’t seen anything else from her until I stumbled over ROCKS. Slightly reminiscent of Céline Sciamma’s GIRLHOOD, this sweet but gritty film follows Nigerian-British high-schooler ‘Rocks,’ happily hanging out with her multi-ethnic posse of girlfriends, as she is thrust into, a minefield of adult responsibility when she is forced to take of herself, and her little brother, after her mother abandons them. Without delving too deeply into the harshest of realities, ROCKS still packs a pretty powerful punch, and puts Rocks, and the viewer through quite the emotional wringer. A bright, compelling performance by newcomer Bukky Bakray, as Rocks, and strong support from several of the girls in her posse, ROCKS gives Gavron another opportunity to show her stuff, as she effectively shows us the challenges many kids go through, and the dearth of support that is made available with so many kids in need.

#41 – Playing With Sharks: The Valerie Taylor Story, directed by Sally Aitken (USA) – This fascinating documentary illuminated for me the fascinating and inspiring life of Valerie Taylor. Today, Valerie is 85, and she is still fighting battles on behalf of the underwater world, a staunch marine conservationist with a most intriguing background. Born in 1935, Valerie began diving as a teen, and went on to be one of the few women to compete as a spear fisherman. She got to know a lot of male, champion divers and during her time competing, she found herself drawn into larger and more spectacular spear fishing scenarios, which culminated in her killing a shark with her spear. The moment changed her organically into a marine conservationist, a role solidified by the work she did as an underwater photographer with her husband. As one of the world’s foremost experts on sharks, she worked on a couple of ground-breaking films, the first, a 1971 documentary focused on Great White Sharks, BLUE WATER, WHITE DEATH. From there she and her husband found themselves working on Steven Spielberg’s JAWS, the resulting mania around sharks that developed, stunning them both and inspiring them to redouble their efforts to find government protection for these great, majestic beasts that had been maligned by a work of fiction, and had become the victims of a shark-killing mania that swept the seas. Valerie and her husband, being underwater photographers, use themselves as subjects to show the world just how misunderstood sharks were. Valerie, an attractive blonde in a diving suit, is seen on video hand feeding enormous great white sharks, stroking them and petting them on the nose as if they were huge dogs.

Playing with Sharks: The Valerie Taylor Story

Sally Aitken does a remarkable job giving us such insight into this woman’s life, documenting decades of work in a way that never felt rushed, or incomplete. By focusing on her work with sharks (she had many other underwater passions as well) Sally is able to show both the horror and the glamor that Valerie was surrounded by. The underwater footage is jaw-dropping, much of it belonging to the Taylors, some of it shot for this film. PLAYING WITH SHARKS was riveting, and felt very important and educational at the same time. 

My Top 50 Movies of 2021 – #’s 46 – 50

And now the real countdown begins. Here are my Top 50 films of 2021. All of these films received 4 stars (out of 5) or higher. It was very difficult to rank them, so on any given day the exact order might shift a bit. Interestingly enough films that revolved around grief as a them did very well in 2021. Upon early reflection I considered grief to be incredibly cinematic. It’s something we all go through at some point in our lives, and can relate to, but it manifests in people so differently. There are films from all over the world, first-time to seasons directors, narratives, a few documentaries, and lots of dramas.

Language Lessons

#50 – Language Lessons, directed by Natalie Morales (USA) – A clever premise and a surprising twist turned LANGUAGE LESSONS, shot during the pandemic through videochat, an incredibly affecting and effective story. As a gift, Adam’s husband gives him weekly Spanish lessons online, taught immersively by Cariño, a native Spanish-speaker living in Costa Rica. Adam is uncertain how he’s going to fit these lessons into his daily routine, but when an event occurs that totally disrupts his life he finds something in Cariño he never would have expected. It really helps that Mark Duplass ad Natalie Morales are such engaging and charismatic performer, even through the rectangular box of a web chat. If the story takes a swerve or two toward the melodramatic, it is after all a depiction of life over a period of time, and we all have our ups and downs. This is also a great examination of grief and how its effects are often manifested in behaviors that don’t seem at all connected with the loss being face. ****

Eyimofe (This is My Desire)

#49 – Eyimofe (This is My Desire), directed by Arie Esiri and Chuko Esiri (Nigeria) – This complex and humanistic narrative written and directed by twin Nigerian brothers, won Best First Feature at the 2020 Berlin Film Festival, and justifiably. The film, nearly split down the middle, follows the stories of two loosely connected individuals, trying desperately to leave Nigeria for Europe. Mofe is a handyman, how is treated poorly at work, but doesn’t care because he just got his passport and visa to leave the country. When a tragic accident upends his life both personally and financially, he finds his documents are not enough to allow for an easy escape. Rosa’s life seems superficially a step up, as the hairdresser occasionally has clients in posher locations, which is where she meets a wealthy American who takes a shine to her. Is Rosa using this man to get out of the country, like his friends suggest, or is she genuinely attracted to him. Her situation at home where she takes care of her pregnant younger sister complicates things even more, as the brothers quietly address additional inequities of gender on top of class in Rosa’s story. ****

Lapsis

#48 – Lapsis, directed by Noah Hutton (USA) – For his feature debut, writer/director Noah Hutton tackles the uncertainty of the economy and marries it to a vaguely science fiction premise set in a parallel present. Ray is doing his best to get by, and take care of his brother who is suffering from a new form of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Problem is, Ray’s not your industrious go-getter sort. He wants the easy way to make a quick buck. The newest trend and fastest growing industry is quantum cable, and it involves dozens of people hiking through remote areas, dragging carts  of unspooling cable that they connect to large, cube-shaped quantum power sources in the wilderness.  Through luck, maybe good, maybe bad, Ray inherits a medallion (think cab driver) of a past cabler who had logged lots of hours already, putting in place for the big money-making routes that also tax his out-of-shape physicality. On his first weekend out, he encounters suspicion and resentment when he shares his username, and he realizes that the previous medallion owner was well-known and rather infamous. When he shares his route with Anna for a time, he starts to uncover all sorts of politics and plots lurking just beneath the surface of this new industry, and he must decide upon which side he will stand. ****

The Trouble with Being Born

#47 – The Trouble With Being Born, directed by Sandra Wollner (Austria/Germany) – This provocative film cause a bit of controversy during its festival release, and could cause some trigger warnings to go off with some viewers, but Wollner took great care to protect the lead actor, herself a minor, from anything inappropriate. Set in the future, the film starts with a father and daughter spending a leisurely summer afternoon by the pool. When a shocking event occurs, it is revealed that the daughter is in fact, not human, but an adroid. The two share an easy relationship, that is gradually revealed to be somewhat more than a typical father/daughter relationship. When the girl starts to have disjointed memories of earlier times, it spurs her to leaves her home, and the movie makes a radical shift. She is found on the road by a man driving by, and is brought to a new household to live with an elderly woman. There she is given a new identity to fill a loss the woman suffered decades ago. The adjustment does not go smoothly, and eventually breaks down with devastating results. Wollner explores many troubling themes in this film, including grief, gender identity, and taboo relationships, but none more directly as the ethical treatment of artificial intelligences.

No Future

#46 – No Future, directed by Andrew Irvine and Mark Smoot (USA) – What sounds like a sordid plot from the trashy soap opera is handled with intelligence and care, and bolstered by remarkable lead performances to become a portrait of the collective trauma that is running rampant through small towns across America due to drug addiction. Will is clearly uncomfortable hen an old friend shows up at his door. Will is a recovering addict, on the verge of hope that a drug-free life is within his grasp, so out of self-preservation, he rebuffs his old pal Chris who is still hooked on drugs. When Chris dies of an overdose that night in his bedroom, Will is wracked with guilt, and attends the funeral service where he reconnects with Chris’ mother, Claire. The pair’s mutual grief brings them together, and despite the fact that Will is on the verge of a commitment to move in with his girlfriend, he ends up involved in an affair with Claire. Addiction and guilt do not mix well, and when deception is added to the mix, there’s no way for this story to go except downhill. Fortunately, Irvine and Smoot have written a nuanced screenplay that avoids sensationalism, and the performances by Charlie Heaton and Catherine Keener are beautiful in their vulnerability and sensitivity. One scene in particular that shows Claire imagining that two young women are talking about her and her son at her place of work is a revelation, and a lovely moment to show the range that Keener is able to bring to a role that is so far beyond the smart, cynical character she so often is known for. ****

4 Stars or Higher — the Also-Rans

For the films I saw last year that were released in 2021, I split my list between films that got 4 stars out of 5 or higher, and everything else. I saw so many 2021 films last year that I ended up with 61 films with a rating of 4 stars or higher! I’m going to go through My Top 50 with slightly more detail, but today I am listing #’s 51 – 61, which are all 4 star films, but didn’t quite make the final Top 50.

Beans#61 – Beans, directed by Tracey Deer – Quebecois coming-of-age film set during the Oka Crisis, the turbulent Indigenous uprising that tore Quebec and Canada apart for 78 tense days in the summer of 1990. It was certainly a dark moment in Canadian history, and the archival footage director Deer weaves into the narrative film is incredibly effective to tell this horrifically fraught tale. The coming-of-age story, centering on a 12-year-old girl whose Mohawk name is difficult to pronounce, so everyone calls her Beans, is slightly less successful, although makes for a nice humanistic touchstone while the racial prejudice threatens to smother everything around it.

Cowboys#60 – Cowboys, directed by Anna Kerrigan – There was something about this modern-day western that is also a domestic drama, and a social commentary about gender, that really worked for me. Writer/director Anna Kerrigan hits all the expected tropes then upends them a bit, making them all that more real, and effective. Recently separated from his wife, Troy (Steve Zahn), who is treated for an unspecified mental illness after spending a couple of years in prison, runs off with his trans son, Joe, heading through the Montana wilderness in hopes of crossing the border into Canada. His ex-wife (Jillian Bell) refused to acknowledge their son’s gender, which was causing Joe great amounts of confusion and discomfort. The local law, in the form of a Detective named Faith (Ann Dowd), leads the effort to track them down. When Troy’s medication is lost in the woods, everything grows more complicated.

Red Moon Tide#59 – Red Moon Tide, directed by Lois Patiño – The Galacian coast in Spain featured in RED MOON TIDE is wild and beautiful, and provides a dark and mythic backdrop for this unique film written and directed by Lois Patiño. This haunting tale is told with an unnerving combination of staged, static shots… on landscapes, groups of people, people alone, mostly still, like mannequins staged for some sort of macabre exhibition, and voiceover, presumably the inner monologues of the frozen townsfolk in tableaux. They are ruminating about a fisherman, Rubio, who is convinced a massive creature is lurking in the depths of the ocean, hunting the shores of the town, as he discovers more and more corpses at sea. He retrieves the corpses to bring the villagers back home, but now his ship has run aground and he himself is among the missing. Along with Rubio, it seems the spirits of the villagers have fled as well, leaving only their bodies… immobile, waiting… for what, we are not sure.

Perfumes#58 – Perfumes, directed by Grégory Magne – There’s nothing all that unique about this French comedy, but it’s quite noteworthy, and enjoyable, because it really does everything right. Guillaume (Grégory Montel) is a chauffeur, whose recent traffic violations are making his boss reluctant to use him on jobs. Going through a divorce, Guillaume needs a steady income in order to get a larger home so he can share custody of his daughter, who he adores, so his boss lets him take a client who is known to be difficult. Anne Wallberg (Emmanuelle Devos) is a former celebrity in the perfume world. but she has fallen out of favor and now takes jobs set up by her agent that take advantage of her ‘nose,’ a discerning sense of scents, to mask the smell of a odor-belching factory, or replicate the smell of a fine leather handbag for atmosphere. Anne is soft-spoken, but arrogant and with high expectations, treating Guillaume more as a personal valet than a driver. Their evolving relationship forms the core of the film.

Fish & Men#57 – Fish & Men, directed by Adam Jones and Darby Duffin – Filmmakers do a great job weaving multiple narratives into a cohesive story about the fishing industry from ocean to plate. From Gloucester, MA to Norway, Japan, Montauk NY, Washington DC, Wellfleet, and Los Angeles, this documentary manages to cover a lot of ground and a lot of fascinating, related subjects.

I Was a Simple Man#56 – I Was A Simple Man, directed by Christopher Makoto Yogi – One of the many great films exploring grief that I enjoyed last year, this film follows Masao on his gradual journey from life to death. Much of that journey takes place in the form of memory, but like UNCLE BOONMEE WHO CAN RECALL HIS PAST LIVES, Masao is also visited by his beloved wife who died years before and sits with him as he loses touch with his life. Masao led a life of isolation, so it’s also difficult for the family he is leaving behind who now find themselves called upon to help out as his body starts to shut down. While Masao and much of his family live on the Hawaiian island of Oahu, they live on opposite sides, and one son lives on the mainland. It falls upon one of his grandsons, Gavin, to take care of him during his final days. Gavin is perplexed by this situation as he never really knew Masao very well when he was alive, and his rural way of life differs greatly from big city life in Honolulu. Masao barely registers Gavin’s presence, lost as he is in his memories, and preparing for his journey.

Ayar#55 – Ayar, directed by Floyd Russ – This experimental film blends the real life stories of the actors involved, with a fictional narrative about three generations of immigrant women exploring complex mother/daughter relationships and the difficult choices that they face. Ayar wants to attend her daughter’s fifth birthday party. She gets a cake, a balloon, and heads over to her mother’s home where the party is underway. When she arrives, Ayar’s mother, Renata tells her family to take the girl inside, while she confronts her daughter, telling her to leave. It turns out that Ayar left her daughter in Renata’s care five years ago when she headed to Vegas with a man who wanted to make her a singing star. It’s a tense, emotional confrontation, made all the more charged because of the COVID-19 pandemic the characters are dealing with. Most interestingly, the film features brief sequences when the two lead actresses are interviewed about their own life experiences and how some version of their lives ended up becoming the basis for the film’s narrative. This melange of family drama, pandemic horror story, and behind-the-scenes making of a film documentary come together to create something unique and compelling.

The Perfect Candidate#54 – The Perfect Candidate, directed by Haifaa Al-Mansour – Maryam recently bought a sporty, blue car (almost all of the other cars seen on the roads are white or silver) and she is seen driving it in mammy scenes. Yet she still faces many of the limitations of her gender in modern day Saudi Arabia. Although she is a doctor, she must endure the disgust of many older, male patients who refuse to have her touch them, or even look them in the eye, and would rather a man, even an unqualified man, treat them when injured. In the catalyst situation for the film, Maryam seeks to travel to a medical conference in Dubai to interview for a position at a more progressive hospital, only to be denied when her travel papers are not in order, and her father is unavailable to help renew them. In an attempt to get help from a relative in an administrative government position, Maryam signs up to run for Municipal Council in her town, an action that changes her life and opens her up to possibilities she never thought possible.

Keep an Eye Out#53 – Keep An Eye Out, directed by Quentin Dupieux – Dupieux has such an offbeat way of telling a story, and this film doesn’t really reveal itself fully until the end, so I won’t give anything away. What starts as a police interrogation, with maybe one or two hints that it’s a little quirky, end up as a bizarre examination of story-telling, or exposition. I really don’t know what else to say about it, but it’s fun and well worth a look at just over an hour.

Summer of 85#52 – Summer of 85, directed by Francois Ozon – I wasn’t really expecting a lot from this coming-of-age, cum summer romance between two beautiful young men (barely) in a seaside resort town in France. It seemed fairly straight-forward, except we are immediately dropped into a flashback where we know something terrible has happened. It quickly became apparent that this film had a bit of a melodramatic, nearly camp undertone that underlay the over-the-top romanticism of one young man’s first love, and another’s capriciously tormenting actions that lead to devastating consequences. The passion swirling around the boats on the sea, or in the fishing shop where the two boys work with one of their mothers is sweeping, and something that hopefully we have all been caught up in at least once in our lives. It certainly seemed authentic from a teen point of view, and somehow it all worked for me. Not in a serious way, but in a fun, over-the-top way.

Sweet Thing#51 – Sweet Thing, directed by Alexandre Rockwell – A 14-year-old girl goes on the run with her younger brother and a new friend in this nicely balanced fantasy and hard-hitting slice of reality from Alexandre Rockwell, SWEET THING. Billie, named after the famous singer, takes care of her younger brother Nico, and her alcoholic father, who is caring a fairly functional sometimes, and horribly out of control at other times. Mom has taken off to spend time with a boorish boyfriend. Despite this, Billie is filled with caring, and she is the glue that keeps this family going, but it’s a burden to hard for anyone, much less a 14-year-old girl to bear, and when her dad is arrested and sent to rehab, and Billie and Nico must spend time with Mom and boyfriend at his beach house, that’s when things really take a turn for the even worse. Shot in gorgeous, grainy black & white the streets of New Bedford, MA never looked grimmer. Rockwell uses his family for the leads, with his two kids playing Billie and Nico, and their mother playing their movie Mom. As Billie, Lana Rockwell is a star in the making if she wants to pursue acting as a career. She is captivating on screen, with presence, warmth, and a gorgeous look.

2021 Films That Didn’t Make the Cut

Before I get into my top films of 2021, I’m going to list all the films that didn’t quite make that list. Some of these films are pretty good, others I didn’t like at all. I will go deeper into a handful, then list everything. My cut-off point between the two lists is based on a 5 star scale. Any film that received 4 cats or higher is on my Top Films of the year. That list numbered 61. The lower half of my Top Films of 2021 were those films that scored 3 1/2 stars are fewer. There were 79 of those films. I counted both Independent and mainstream films, but I did not count Festival films, as they will be counted in the year they are released.

False Positive

Sitting at the top of the bottom half of my list are a bunch of films I can still recommend, led by False Positive, an over-the-top horror film that I first saw as part of the 2020 Tribeca Film Festival. This film written John Lee, Alissa Nutter, and Ilana Glazer, directed by John Lee, and starring Ilana Glazer, Justin Theroux, and Pierce Brosan tells the story of a young couple who seek out the help of a fertility doctor to have a child. Glazer plays the paranoid mom, Theroux, her patient husband, and Brosnan, the charismatic doctor. Extra points go to Gretchen Mol as Brosnan’s head nurse, whose performance, along with Brosnan’s really livens things up. Also of note at the top of this list is Home, the directorial debut of Run, Lola, Run star, Franka Potente. Marvin (Jake McLaughlin) returns to his hometown from a decade and half of prison for murdering someone and must face his ailing mother (Kathy Bates), the victim’s granddaughter (Aisling Franciosi) and mistrustful and angry town. Potente does a commendable job in this tough tale of redemption.

Licorice Pizza

Other films of note near the top of the list include Paul Thomas Anderson’s uneven Licorice Pizza, which is buffered by the outstanding performance of its stars, Alana Haim and Cooper Hoffman; Funny Boy, an Indian epic about a young homosexual during the escalating tensions between the Sinhalese and Tamils in the years leading up to the 1983 uprisings, directed by Canadian Deepa Mehta; Days of the Bagnold Summer, a sweet coming-of-age film starring Earl Cave (son of Nick) and Monica Dolan, about a teen-aged boy who just wants to listen to heavy metal who must spend the disappointing summer with his librarian mom; and Dune, Denis Villenueve’s much-lauded, visually spectacular, and largely successful adaptation of Frank Herbert’s sci-fi classic.

Days of the Bagnold Summer

At the bottom of my list are two films that received one star. My apologies to anyone who enjoyed this films. My opinions are purely subjective. In the 90’s, I enjoyed the musician Moby, whose ambient, electronica reached its pinnacle with the album Play, so I was interested in a new documentary about him, Moby Doc. After professing at the outset of the film, he had no interest in making just ‘another biopic about a weird musician,’ he proceeds to do exactly that… and not a very good one at that. In fact, the movie is so self-indulgent, self-important, and self-conscious, that it actually made me like his music less! I was even somewhat embarrassed that David Lynch appeared in the film, looking like he wasn’t quite sure what he was doing there. The other film earning the dubious distinction of receiving only one star last year is a little more sensitive, as I know some people who really enjoyed it. Cryptozoo is an animated film written and directed by Dash Shaw utilizing a flat, 2D hand-drawn style that felt like it was written by a middle-schooler who had just discovered the Advanced Dungeons & Dragons Monster Manual for the first time and decided to write a story about the creature discovered therein. The story uses an environmental theme to kick things off, but the overly-preachy message is more about free will and humanity’s need to control beings it perceives as lesser. The animation-work is really rather atrocious, and being forced to listen to Michael Cera voice a simulated orgasm in the first 10 minutes of the film was just adding insult to injury. The one saving grace was the inclusion of Grace Zabriskie among the vocal performances, earning it its single star rating.

False Positive, directed by John Lee ***1/2
Home, directed by Franka Potente ***1/2
Sugar Daddy, directed by Wendy Morgan ***1/2
Licorice Pizza, directed by Paul Thomas Anderson ***1/2
Funny Boy, directed by Deepa Mehta ***1/2
Wife of a Spy, directed by Kiyoshi Kurosawa ***1/2
Days of the Bagnold Summer, directed by Simon Bird ***1/2
Dune, directed by Denis Villenueve ***1/2
El Planeta, directed by Amalia Ulman ***1/2
Sun Children, directed by Majid Majidi ***1/2
The Nowhere Inn, directed by Bill Benz ***1/2
Shang-chi and the Legend of the Ten Rings, directed by Destin Daniel Cretton ***1/2
Lamb, directed by Valdimar Jóhannsson ***1/2
Fully Realized Humans, directed by Joshua Leonard ***1/2
Mama Weed, directed by Jean-Paul Salomé ***1/2
Blue Bayou, directed by Justin Chon ***1/2
You Will Die At 20, directed by Amjad Abu Alala ***1/2
The Disciple, directed by Chaitanya Tamhane ***1/2
Violet, directed by Justine Bateman ***1/2
Saint Narcisse, directed by Bruce La Bruce ***1/2
Ellie & Abbie (& Ellie’s Dead Aunt), directed by Monica Zanetti ***1/2
Black Widow, directed by Cate Shortland ***1/2
Fever Dream, directed by Claudia Llosa ***1/2
Stowaway, directed by Joe Penna ***1/2
Luzzu, directed by Alex Camilleri ***1/2
Some Kind of Heaven, directed by Lance Oppenheim ***1/2
Spring Blossom, directed by Suzanne Lindon ***1/2
The Sleepless, directed by Michael DiBiasio-Ornelas ***1/2
Concrete Cowboy, directed by Ricky Staub ***1/2
Percy vs. Goliath, directed by Clark Johnson ***1/2
Lorelei, directed by Sabrina Doyle ***1/2
Baby Done, directed by Curtis Vowell ***1/2
Reign of the Superwomen, directed by Xavier Fournier & Frédéric Ralière ***1/2
Through the Glass Darkly, directed by Lauren Fash ***
The Witches of the Orient, directed by Julien Faraut ***
Ailey, directed by Jamila Wignot ***
Summer of Soul (… or, When the Revolution Couldn’t be Televised), directed by Ahmir “Questlove” Thompson ***
Beyto, directed by Gitta Gsell ***
Moffie, directed by Oliver Hermanus ***
Pig, directed by Michael Sarnoski ***
Range Roads, directed by Kyle Thomas ***
Breaking Fast, directed by Mike Mosallam ***
Supernova, directed by Harry Macqueen ***
Stray, directed by Elizabeth Lo ***
Son of Monarchs, directed by Alexis Gambis ***
The Inheritance, directed by Ephraim Asili ***
The County, directed by Grímur Hákonarson ***
The Mimic, directed by Thomas F. Mazziotti ***
About Endlessnessm directed by Roy Andersson ***
Dream Horse, directed by Euros Lyn ***
The American Sector, directed by Courtney Stephens ***
CODA, directed by Sian Heder *** 
Chasing Wonders, directed by Paul Meins ***
The Get Together, directed by Wil Bakke ***
Falling, directed by Alessandro Nivola***
Malcolm & Marie, directed by Sam Levinson **1/2
Mandibles, directed by Auentin Dupieux **1/2
Cicada, directed by Matt Fifer **1/2
Freeland, directed by Mario Furloni & Kate McLean **1/2
Memory House, directed by João Paulo Miranda Maria **1/2
Slow Machine, directed by Joe Denardo **1/2
The Most Beautiful Boy in the World, directed by Kristina Lindström & Kristian Petri **1/2
Don’t Look Up, directed by Adam McKay **
Sublet, directed by Eytan Fox **
Take Me Somewhere Nice, directed by Ena Sendijarevic **
HipBeat, directed by Samuel Kay Forrest **
Godzilla vs. Kong, directed by Adam Wingard **
Annette, directed by Leos Carax *1/2
Mogul Mowgli, directed by Bassam Tariq *1/2
In the Heights, directed by Jon M. Chu *1/2
Boy Meets Boy, directed by Daniel Sanchez Lopez *1/2
Paper Spiders, directed by Inon Shampanier *1/2
Little Fish, directed by Chad Hartigaqn *1/2
Tick, tick… Boom!, directed by Lin Manuel Miranda *1/2
Dramarama, directed by Jonathan Wysocki *1/2
Last Night in Rozzie, directed by Sean Gannet *1/2
Mark, Mary, & some other people, directed by Hannah Marks *1/2
Cryptozoo, directed by Dash Shaw *
Moby Doc, directed by Rob Gordon Bralver *