My Top 50 Movies of 2021 – #’s 11 – 15

Relationships of all kinds are under fire in this batch of my Top 20. Whether it’s the complicated relationship that develops between a serial killer and an FBI analyst, a mother who will do anything in her power (or even beyond it) to protect her family, or a war veteran struggling with PTSD and a volunteer recovering dead bodies after a brutal war, relationships are at the heart of these films. It’s a tough group, but that’s how I like them.

#15 – No Man of God, directed by Amber Sealey (Canada) – I’m not a fan of movies about serial killers, and I have no interest generally, in getting into their heads to see how their minds work. However I was drawn to Amber Sealey’s NO MAN OF GOD, a film focusing on his last years in prison before he was executed, and the relationship he developed with FBI Analyst Bill Hagmaier, because a favorite of mine, Canadian actor Luke Kirby, played Bundy, and I was curious to see how that went. Elijah Wood played Hagmaier. Needless to say I was very pleasantly surprised at this film, which not only featured terrific performances, but was thoughtfully written and directed, to focus nearly exclusively on the two central characters and their relationship, and avoided any glorification of the heinous murders Bundy had committed. Much of the film is set in the interview room where Bundy and Hagmaier conducted their conversations, and many of these conversations played out like a cat & mouse game with each trying to draw the other out to play their hand. As the film progresses, however, you start to sense that some sort of relationship develops between the two, with Hagmaier possibly developing a deeper understanding of a man capable of committing such atrocities not being all that different than many other who never commit a crime, and Bundy developing a respect and even friendship with Hagmaier due to his honesty, and evident curiosity to understand him. It’s to Kirby’s credit that we are never quite sure if Bundy is genuine in this relationship, or if he is a master manipulator to the end. Still with hours to go until his execution, Hagmaier does get what he wanted: an admission from Bundy on many of the unsolved crimes he’d been suspected of.

No Man of God

Some have criticized the casting of Woods for being too youthful in appearance to play the FBI analyst, but I thought it worked well for the role. His large eye taking in Bundy’s storied, but just as carefully examining the mans every moves. Both actors play it low key, and Bundy’s occasional outbursts seem natural and well-handled. Credit must go to Sealey as well for her use of the female supporting or background characters, for representing, sometimes with just actions, the female point-of-view in this drama. Aleksa Palladino is strong as the defense attorney representing Bundy for his stay of execution and has a great scene when she explains why she does this to Hagmaier. Other women, such as a production assistant in a recorded interview between a clergyman and Bundy, convey their disgust and horror by simply staring stonily at him, flickers of emotion barely registering across her face while he speaks. Intense, dramatic, and very well handled.

#14 – Nomadland, directed by Chloé Zhao (USA) – Chloé Zhao’s follow-up to multi-Chlotrudis nominee THE RIDER is sure getting a lot of well-deserved acclaim. Zhao applies an inventive yet assured directorial hand in this melancholy tale about modern-day nomads, living out of their vehicles, traveling from place all cross, in this case, the American West. The story centers on Fern, played with the usual skill by Frances McDormand, a widow from the town of Empire, Nevada, that was basically eradicated by the shut-down of a factory that scattered its residents apart. Fern is making ends meet by living in her van and working for Amazon during the holiday rush, but when that ends, she finds herself at loose ends. She follows the advice of a woman she befriends in the RV park, who spends time in Arizona, with a nomadic guru. Fern is doubtful, but she travels there and discovers a community of like minds. Linda May (from whom she gets the tip), Swankie, David and the like. The film follows Fern for over a year, as she moves from place to place, making connections, finding herself briefly at her sister’s home, considering setting down roots with a new family, and ultimately making the decision to follow the path that is right for her life.

Nomadland

Zhao keeps things real in a number of ways. She fills the cast with actual nomads whose stories she tells, she keeps her direction direct and low-key, letting emotional moments burble up quietly with impact, reveling with her cinematographer, Joshua James Richards, in the beauty of our country, from the deserts of Arizona to the rocky terrain of the Dakota’s Badlands. She doesn’t try to make anyone feel a certain way, but allows Fern to make the decisions that are right for her. She adapted Jessica Bruder’s non-fiction book of the same name to tell authentic stories and they resonate strongly in the film. McDormand read the book and optioned it as a film, and her performance anchors it perfectly, and gives it it’s driving force, but it’s the three main supporting characters, Linda May, Swankie, and nomad-guru, Bob, who provide the authenticity as these non-actors play versions of themselves in the film. Truly powerful.

#13 – Quo Vadis, Aida?, directed by Jasmila Zbanic (Bosnia & Herzegovina, Austria, Romania, Netherlands, Germany, Poland, France, Turkey, Norway) – Films about the Bosnian War in the 90’s are pretty tough, and QUO VADIS, AIDA? is no exception. The story of a woman desperately trying to keep her family safe and caught in the middle of an increasingly hopeless situation is what we get with this film. Based on true events, it’s 1995, and the town of Srebrenica has been designated a safe haven by the UN The Dutch peacekeeping force assures the town that air strikes will occur if The Serbs try to invade. Instead, the UN leaves the Dutch out to dry and their base is overrun by Bosnian refugees fleeing the violence. Aida works for the UN as a translator for the Dutch Army. When her family, a husband and two grown sons, don’t make it onto the base after it reaches max capacity, and are left outside the locked gate with about half of the town, she desperately tries everything she can think of to get them in. She is ultimately successful, but that is only the first of a series of hardships Aida must face as the horrors of this war begin to escalate.

Quo Vadis, Aida?

The film is very strong, with gripping direction by Jasmine Zbanic, who directed the haunting GRBAVICA: LAND OF MY DREAMS, which garnered a Chlotrudis nomination for its lead actress, Mirjana Karanovic. We know the story arc Zbanic creates is leading us to a devastating finale, but she keeps the tension high and hope, even just a slim strand, present. But you must see QUO VADIS, ADIA for the lead performance by Jasna Djuricic. Aida basically drags the viewer through this film, whether willing or unwilling. Her determination practically leaps off the screen compelling you to follow her on her desperate journey. There is no obstacle that she won’t try to sumount, no matter what the consequences. It’s compelling and powerful, but somehow she retains her humanity through it all, and Djuricic and Zbanic show this is small ways: a moment of respite where Aida gets high, a flashback to a happier time that reveals the guilt that Aida is feeling. Best Actress nomination for sure… possibly direction, movie, and editing.

#12 – Atlantis, directed by Valentyn Vasyanovych (Ukraine) – ATLANTIS is the Ukraine’s 2021 entry to the Oscars. A simple, straight-forward story that tells a grim tale set four years in the future with  glimmer of hope in the form of love. While efforts are underway to keep Eastern Ukraine running after a particularly devastating war with Russia, there really isn’t that much left to salvage. Former soldiers Ivan and Sergei suffer from PTSD, and blow off steam with some target practice that escalates into a startling conclusion. The next day, Ivan commits an act that gets the factory they work at shut down. Sergei is a survivor though, and he gets a job delivering water across the blasted out, barren countryside because potable water is now incredibly scarce. On one of his sojourns he assists Katya, part of a project seeking to exhume the thousands of dead soldiers from the wars to identify and bury them. Sergei and Katya’s story starts off slowly but ultimately it’s the whole point of the film, and how even after the most damaging experiences there is hope.

Atlantis

Writer/director Valentyn Vasyanovych has created a film that is bleak and difficult to watch at points, but there are moments of sudden beauty as well. Vasyanovych acted as cinematographer as well, and his post-war landscape is as post-apocalyptic as any I’ve seen. The pace of the film is slow, with static shots and slow pans. The building Sergei lives in is a hollow wreck, and he seems to be the only person living there. Later in the film, an ecologist that Sergei rescued tells him that he needs to leave Ukraine, that the country is literally dead and will take decades if not centuries to become inhabitable again. ATLANTIS is really a tale about what could cause a person to chose to stay in that type of environment.

#11 – Test Pattern, directed by Shatara Michelle Ford (USA) – This chilling, or perhaps sobering film leaves quite a lasting impression. Renesha is out dancing at a bar with her girlfriends. Evan starts to dance with her at at the end of the night he asks asks for her phone number, which she supplies, much to her friends surprise. From there the unlikely pair embark on a lovely and sweet romance that starts with them learning about each other (she is a corporate drone living in an elegant apartment in a money-making job that doesn’t make her happy/he is a tattoo artist who has not drive to make a million bucks or take over the world, but is happy in his life) and moves to them committed to one another, buying or renting a cute little house together. Life and love seem pretty good for them, as two young people making it work in Austin, TX.

Test Pattern

“All of that is mainly set-up for the main thrust of the film, which sees Renesha and Evan going to the Emergency Room to find a rape kit and report a sexual assault after Renesha spends a night out dancing at a local club with a girlfriend. In a sequence of events that play out like a horror film, the pair are shuttled all over the city trying to find a rape kit and someone who can adminster it, all while their relationship undergoes some intense testing. Without going into details, let’s just say that the film doesn’t end on a high note, but one that ponders the social injustices around gender and race and the how easily a trauma can upend a life or lives.

“Shatara Michelle Ford’s directorial debut, also written by her, navigates this excruciating experience with agonizing patience that results in a  slow-burn drama filled with unspoken pain. Unspoken perhaps, but not invisible, as the body language of the two leads, particularly Brittany S. Hall’s Renesha is exquisitely displayed and tells a story that makes words unnecessary. Ford and Will Brill do a really great job with Evan as well, making him sensitive and loving, but also susceptible to the systemic racism and ingrained sexism that many straight, white men face. He’s a sympathetic character just trying to do do the right thing for the woman he loves, but can’t help stumbling in hurtful ways. Ford also plays with time, inserting a scene about 3/4 of the way through the film that makes you pause to place it in its proper moment, that illuminates the ongoing storyline to devastating effect. There are interesting parallels between this film and last year’s Chlotrudis Awards Best Movie winner, Eliza Hittman’s NEVER RARELY SOMETIMES ALWAYS in the way it examines the societal and systemic problems with women’s healthcare, particularly for those with less privilege (black women, and underage women).

My Top 50 Movies of 2021 – #’s 16 – 20

Wow… now that we’ve hit the Top 20, all these movies have made such an impression on me and are all outstanding films that i have no reservations about recommending. Cringe-comedies, family dramas, intellectual thrillers, intense dramas… there’s something for everyone here. And the talent both behind and in front of the camera is impressive. And the women outnumber the men in the director’s seat!

#20 – Shiva Baby, directed by Emma Seligman (USA/Canada) – It’s always great to watch a smart, snappy, and funny film where you don’t expect a whole lot, and you end up getting something very special. The film centers on Danielle, a college grad who’s basically trying to figure out her next move. What she’s really doing is spinning her wheels, sleeping with Max, her a sugar daddy to make ends meet. He thinks she’s in law school, her mother things she’s making money baby sitting. When Rachel’s parents insist she join them for the Shiva of… (who was it that died?) she also gets a lot of pressure to circulate, find a man, tell people she’s got things lined up, but most of all… stay away from Maya. Who’s Maya? Well, she just happens to be Danielle’s high school girl friend who is going to law school. Between Maya, neighbors, relatives and all sorts of assorted folks asking why she’s so thin, if she’s found a boyfriend yet, what are her plans, Danielle just wants to get out of there, but then who should arrive but Max, along with his successful shiksa wife, and their colicky toddler, who Danielle is finding out about for the first time.

Shiva Baby

“Writer/Director Emma Seligman nails the Jewish stereotypes down with perfection, the food, the make-up, the claustrophobic feel of the shiva as Danielle navigates through the home trying to avoid various people. Nearly everything that comes out of Danielle is a lie; it’s so second nature to her that she even lies about things she doesn’t have to… and that only digs her deeper and deeper into this cyclical spiral of shame. The cast is perfect. Rachel Sennott (Danielle) and Danny DeFerrari (Maya) are perfect foils for each other. Danielle is such a mess, but she’s a lovable mess and you can’t help but feel for her. Maya may be the only honest person in the room… she has no need to lie, but you do have to get by her attitude first. Polly Draper and Fred Melamed are delightful as Danielle’s parents, and the rest of the Shiva attendees add so much color and personality to the activities, you kind of want to follow each of them through their own storylines, but Seligman keeps the camera moving as Danielle threads her way through the party. It was delightful to see Dianna Agron (Quinn, from ‘Glee’) as Max’s wife, who is no dummy, and catches on pretty quickly to what might be going on. The film ends in one of the most absurd ways imaginable, that you can’t help but laugh while you groan. So much fun.

#19 – The Killing of Two Lovers, directed by Robert Machoian (USA) – There’s an intensity and suspense to Robert Machoian’s THE KILLING OF TWO LOVERS that hits the ground running in the very first scene, where our protagonist, David, stands over his wife, asleep in bed, and another man, pointing a gun at them. From there we follow David’s struggle to cope with separation from his family (in addition to his wife, he’s got a daughter and three sons). David and Niki where married just out of high school, most likely after she got pregnant, and are now in their mid-30’s, together for what feels like a lifetime in rural Utah, the stunning vista of the Rockies in stark contrast with the cramps, squared-off aspect ratio Machoian and cinematographer Oscar Ignacio Jiménez utilize. Machoian doesn’t give away much either… only what we see and hear, and the characters really wear their hearts on their sleeves for the most part. David is clearly in love with Niki, and desperate to come home to be with his family. Niki still loves David as well, but is enjoying their time apart a bit more, exploring other possibilities, and dating another man, much to David’s frustration. The kids are all terrific too. even Jess, the teenager who is given a lot of stiff lines to deliver, but she does so admirably, whether she’s sullenly storming off, of getting her hackles up to defend her parents.

The Killing of Two Lovers

The intensity of emotions and the suspense of the activities is heightened by the static camera Jiménez employs, allowing people to move in and our of the frame, or sometimes mounted on the passenger side of a moving car, so all we can see is the driver. This set up is used particularly well toward the end of the film during a brief, nail-biting scene were it’s difficult to tell what’s going on around a rapidly moving vehicle. The ending wraps up rather neatly on first glance, but digging deeper, it’s thoroughly believable, and depending on the viewer, could go either way — toward optimism or pessimism. Regardless, Machoian turns a somewhat pedestrian domestic drama into a highly-charged suspense film about relationships. Oh yeah… and that sound design is amazing!

#18 – Undine, directed by Christian Petzold (Germany/France) – German director Petzold, has built up quite a following with his last three films (TRANSITPHOENIXBARBARA) and his latest, UNDINE, is a bit of a change of style for him. An undine is a mythical water spirit who becomes human when she falls in love with a man, but is destined to die if he is unfaithful to her. As UNDINE opens, a young woman is at a cafe with her boyfriend Johannes, listening silently as he breaks up with her to be with another woman. The young woman implores him to think this through, because if he goes through with it, he will have to die. Not exactly a threat, but perhaps an act of self-preservation? The woman, whose name happens to be Undine, asks Johannes to remain at the cafe for half an hour while she gives a talk on historic Berlin, after which she will return. When Undine returns to find Johannes gone, she is surprised and a bit lost, so when Christoff, a young man who had attended her talk, approaches her, she barely responds. When a sudden, dramatic accident occurs, that literally tosses the two into each others arms, Undine seems to forget about Johannes and moves on. But myths have certain rules that must be followed, and this one is no exception.

Undine

“What keeps this potentially melodramatic romantic fantasy grounded so well is the matter-of-fact, yet slightly otherworldly performance of Paula Beer, and the hyper-realistic setting Petzold situates his fantastic tale. Characters make decisions based on life, not just their heart, so the fact that Undine has a job is important, and she can’t just ignore it to pursue her heart’s desire. Everything is beautifully understated here, but i can actually see the two leads falling in love, which is really lovely. It’s fascinating to be immersed in such a traditionally mythical tale yet have it inhabiting such an ordinary… or perhaps I should say, real world.

#17 – An Old Lady, directed by Sun-ae Lim (South Korea) – It was a bold move for South Korean writer director Lim Sun-ae to tackle elder abuse and rape as the subject of her first film, but a newspaper article about an elderly woman raped by a much younger man inspired her to do so. AN OLD LADY starts artfully and effectively with a black screen, with only dialogue setting up what is clearly an older woman receiving physical therapy from a young man. The dialogue grows awkward, then uncomfortable, before it trails off as the act of violence takes place. When next we see Hyo-jeong, the poised, elegantly put together 69-year-old is with her dear friend and poet Nam Dong-in, helping him at his bookstore. Her posture and actions betray the trauma she has endured and she eventually shares her shame with Nam. She is encouraged by his support, and the two travel to the police to report the crime. It is there when the film’s drama begins to truly unfold as the investigating officers wonder aloud why a young man might rape an old woman. Things grow worse as the investigation unfolds and the perpetrator claims that the sex was consensual, and the clinic at which he works stonewalls the investigation. Hyo-jeong and Nam deal with the frustrating investigation in different ways.

An Old Lady

Hyo-jeong begins to examine her past to cope with the range of emotions this act as stirred up within her: shame, frustration, fury, resignation, and ultimately drive. She worries for am estranged daughter, caught up in her own challenging relationship. Meanwhile, Nam being a man of a certain stature, uses his privilege to try and confront Hyo-jeong’s attacker directly, a failure that, while for some wondering why the filmmaker to spend time on a character other than the protagonist, examines a powerful comparison to the way Hyo-jeong ultimately confronts her attacker and finds redemption. That confrontation is both tense and powerful and a testament to Lim’s emerging skill as a director. The film concludes on a somewhat cinematic and hopeful note that maintains the somber tone of the film’s message, but allows for some satisfaction.

#16 – The Lost Daughter, directed by Maggie Gyllenhaal (USA/UK/Israel/Greece) – Bravo to Maggie Gyllenhaal for adapting a complex novel into a visually arresting, and thematically engrossing film in her first time out as a screenwriter and director. Leda is a middle-aged woman visiting a resort in Greece for a solitary getaway, to write. She seems perfect happy to be on her own, and is somewhat brusque to those who try to reach out and engage in small ways. When her peaceful day at the beach is interrupted by the arrival of a large, loud, and intrusive extended family, who take over both physically and emotionally — their every drama broadcast to all around them — Leda does her best to keep to herself and enjoy her solitude. An encounter with the group’s matriarch turns into a bit of a pissing match, and things begin to take a darker turn. When a toddler from the large family goes missing, it strikes a chord in Leda from her younger days raising two daughters, and she is moved to help find their little girl, which she does, becoming a bit of a hero, albeit still mistrusted, by the family. 

The Lost Daughter

This is just scratching the surface of the complex story Gyllenhaal is telling. The film bounces between Leda’s present to her past, raising her two girls, and feeling confined by motherhood in a way that runs counter to what society tells us is supposed to be the case. Leda grows increasingly paranoid about the behavior of the family even as she becomes more and more entangled in their presence. Gyllenhaal does a great job tightening that paranoia so that the viewer is caught up in it, not knowing if simple actions have grave protest, or are being misread. Olivia Colman and Jessie Buckley are marvelous as Leda in the past and the present, taking a character that may come across as unsympathetic and making her merely human, doing her best to raise her kids, or live her life quietly on her own. Great support is all around with Ed Harris, Peter Sarsgaard, and Dagmara Dominczyk of particular note. With a terrific somewhat ambiguous ending that generated a lot of conversation at our discussion group, THE LOST DAUGHTER left us somewhat divided, but I fell clearly on the positive side, and applaud Gyllenhaal for her assured ability to tackle a difficult subject and create an entertaining and compelling film.

My Top 50 Movies of 2021 – #’s 41 – 45

Still firmly in my 4 star films, this batch heading to the Top 40 has a doc from the US, and four non-U.S. films, one from the UK, one from Japan, one from Hong Kong, and one from Tunisia. And the U.S. doc is about an Australian woman! Just scanning the Top 40, it’s nice to see how international the films I loved this year turned out to be.

The Man Who Sold His Skin

#45 – The Man Who Sold His Skin, directed by Kaouther Ben Hania (Tunisia) – Interesting film; I enjoyed it quite a bit, in fact, I found it rather exciting. Strangely enough, I found the love story to be the least effective part of the film. I suppose it could have been edgier, or maybe delved deeper into the whole commodification of the self, but I found the premise rather intriguing… that a refugee can’t leave his own country until he becomes a commodity in the art world. I find the art world so strange anyway. Also, I loved Monica Bellucci as the mysterious Soraya. I always love that kind of matter-of-fact rather inscrutable type. Cinematography, production design, and editing are all top notch as well.

#44 – True Mothers, directed by Naomi Kawase (Japan/France) – A mother fighting for her child is a force to be reckoned with. In TRUE MOTHERS, Japanese director Naomi Kawase gently and thoughtfully explores the conflict between two women and their claims to motherhood. After trying to get pregnant for several years, Satoko and her husband Kiyokazu see a television spot that introduces them to ‘Baby Baton,’ a non-profit on a remote island run by the saintly Mrs. Asami that pairs couples who cannot have children with women (often teens) who are unable to care for their babies. The first half of the film focuses on the quiet, but satisfying life of the couple and their adopted child, while showing their journey to adoption in flashback. About half way through this lengthy film, the crux of the story arrives, when a young woman contacts Sakoto claiming to be the child’s real mother and demanding his return.

True Mothers

At that point, the movie shifts its perspective entirely, and we are introduced to a sweet, teen girl named Hikari and follow her story  as she falls in love with a classmate and becomes pregnant. Her family is ashamed and she is shuffled off to ‘Baby Baton’ where she finds warmth and caring among the staff, and the other pregnant women in residence. After giving up the baby, Hikari falls on hard times, running away from her controlling family, delivering newspapers to make some money, and getting involved with some unsavory characters. At her lowest point, the two stories come together again. It all sounds a little melodramatic and over-the-top, like a worn plot from ‘Days of our Lives,’ but under the direction of Kawase, whose tender handling of the characters undercuts the sensationalism, it’s a lovely and sad story that resolves beautifully.

#43 – Twilight’s Kiss, directed by Ray Yeung (Hong Kong) – While representation for gays is much better in the movies than,say, twenty years ago, it’s still not outstanding. And representation for older adults, much less older gay adults, is still pretty abysmal. Ray Yeung’s TWILIGHT’S KISS embraces the challenges of aging gay men, and even more daringly, does so in Hong Kong, where that generation is still fairly uncomfortable with homosexuality. Pak is well past retirement age, but he still love driving his taxi every day. He’s got a happy family, wife, kids, grandkids, and a habit of cruising public toilets for sex with men. It is on one of these unsuccessful cruising visits that he encounters Hoi, similar in age, reading on a park bench. Hoi, it turns out, is retired, is long divorced, and living with his son’s family. He is also gay, but he’s not  into cruising. Both men are closeted, but Hoi, at least, has a circle of gay friends who are doing their small part with the younger generation, to set up a gay senior home so that they will have somewhere to go if their families are unable to help them.

Twilight’s Kiss

“Yeung has crafted a gently powerful story of two men to meet in their 70’s, form a sexual bond, and then suddenly realize that they are falling in love. Pak in particular is in a precarious position, and while his marriage doesn’t seem all that loving, and certainly lacks any passion, Pak’s wife, Chin, is never portrayed in a negative light. There is clearly true affection between them. As the two men’s relationship progresses, they even start to imagine a live together might look like, but that’ seems a chasm to wide to bridge, and the film ends on an ambiguous note that some might be frustrated by, but i felt seemed much more true to life.

Rocks

#42 – Rocks, directed by Sarah Gavron (United Kingdom) – Ever since her powerful debut, the British TV Movie THIS LITTLE LIFE, and her big screen debut in 2007, BRICK LANE, I’ve been curious about director Sarah Gavron, but I hadn’t seen anything else from her until I stumbled over ROCKS. Slightly reminiscent of Céline Sciamma’s GIRLHOOD, this sweet but gritty film follows Nigerian-British high-schooler ‘Rocks,’ happily hanging out with her multi-ethnic posse of girlfriends, as she is thrust into, a minefield of adult responsibility when she is forced to take of herself, and her little brother, after her mother abandons them. Without delving too deeply into the harshest of realities, ROCKS still packs a pretty powerful punch, and puts Rocks, and the viewer through quite the emotional wringer. A bright, compelling performance by newcomer Bukky Bakray, as Rocks, and strong support from several of the girls in her posse, ROCKS gives Gavron another opportunity to show her stuff, as she effectively shows us the challenges many kids go through, and the dearth of support that is made available with so many kids in need.

#41 – Playing With Sharks: The Valerie Taylor Story, directed by Sally Aitken (USA) – This fascinating documentary illuminated for me the fascinating and inspiring life of Valerie Taylor. Today, Valerie is 85, and she is still fighting battles on behalf of the underwater world, a staunch marine conservationist with a most intriguing background. Born in 1935, Valerie began diving as a teen, and went on to be one of the few women to compete as a spear fisherman. She got to know a lot of male, champion divers and during her time competing, she found herself drawn into larger and more spectacular spear fishing scenarios, which culminated in her killing a shark with her spear. The moment changed her organically into a marine conservationist, a role solidified by the work she did as an underwater photographer with her husband. As one of the world’s foremost experts on sharks, she worked on a couple of ground-breaking films, the first, a 1971 documentary focused on Great White Sharks, BLUE WATER, WHITE DEATH. From there she and her husband found themselves working on Steven Spielberg’s JAWS, the resulting mania around sharks that developed, stunning them both and inspiring them to redouble their efforts to find government protection for these great, majestic beasts that had been maligned by a work of fiction, and had become the victims of a shark-killing mania that swept the seas. Valerie and her husband, being underwater photographers, use themselves as subjects to show the world just how misunderstood sharks were. Valerie, an attractive blonde in a diving suit, is seen on video hand feeding enormous great white sharks, stroking them and petting them on the nose as if they were huge dogs.

Playing with Sharks: The Valerie Taylor Story

Sally Aitken does a remarkable job giving us such insight into this woman’s life, documenting decades of work in a way that never felt rushed, or incomplete. By focusing on her work with sharks (she had many other underwater passions as well) Sally is able to show both the horror and the glamor that Valerie was surrounded by. The underwater footage is jaw-dropping, much of it belonging to the Taylors, some of it shot for this film. PLAYING WITH SHARKS was riveting, and felt very important and educational at the same time. 

My Top 50 Movies of 2021 – #’s 46 – 50

And now the real countdown begins. Here are my Top 50 films of 2021. All of these films received 4 stars (out of 5) or higher. It was very difficult to rank them, so on any given day the exact order might shift a bit. Interestingly enough films that revolved around grief as a them did very well in 2021. Upon early reflection I considered grief to be incredibly cinematic. It’s something we all go through at some point in our lives, and can relate to, but it manifests in people so differently. There are films from all over the world, first-time to seasons directors, narratives, a few documentaries, and lots of dramas.

Language Lessons

#50 – Language Lessons, directed by Natalie Morales (USA) – A clever premise and a surprising twist turned LANGUAGE LESSONS, shot during the pandemic through videochat, an incredibly affecting and effective story. As a gift, Adam’s husband gives him weekly Spanish lessons online, taught immersively by Cariño, a native Spanish-speaker living in Costa Rica. Adam is uncertain how he’s going to fit these lessons into his daily routine, but when an event occurs that totally disrupts his life he finds something in Cariño he never would have expected. It really helps that Mark Duplass ad Natalie Morales are such engaging and charismatic performer, even through the rectangular box of a web chat. If the story takes a swerve or two toward the melodramatic, it is after all a depiction of life over a period of time, and we all have our ups and downs. This is also a great examination of grief and how its effects are often manifested in behaviors that don’t seem at all connected with the loss being face. ****

Eyimofe (This is My Desire)

#49 – Eyimofe (This is My Desire), directed by Arie Esiri and Chuko Esiri (Nigeria) – This complex and humanistic narrative written and directed by twin Nigerian brothers, won Best First Feature at the 2020 Berlin Film Festival, and justifiably. The film, nearly split down the middle, follows the stories of two loosely connected individuals, trying desperately to leave Nigeria for Europe. Mofe is a handyman, how is treated poorly at work, but doesn’t care because he just got his passport and visa to leave the country. When a tragic accident upends his life both personally and financially, he finds his documents are not enough to allow for an easy escape. Rosa’s life seems superficially a step up, as the hairdresser occasionally has clients in posher locations, which is where she meets a wealthy American who takes a shine to her. Is Rosa using this man to get out of the country, like his friends suggest, or is she genuinely attracted to him. Her situation at home where she takes care of her pregnant younger sister complicates things even more, as the brothers quietly address additional inequities of gender on top of class in Rosa’s story. ****

Lapsis

#48 – Lapsis, directed by Noah Hutton (USA) – For his feature debut, writer/director Noah Hutton tackles the uncertainty of the economy and marries it to a vaguely science fiction premise set in a parallel present. Ray is doing his best to get by, and take care of his brother who is suffering from a new form of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Problem is, Ray’s not your industrious go-getter sort. He wants the easy way to make a quick buck. The newest trend and fastest growing industry is quantum cable, and it involves dozens of people hiking through remote areas, dragging carts  of unspooling cable that they connect to large, cube-shaped quantum power sources in the wilderness.  Through luck, maybe good, maybe bad, Ray inherits a medallion (think cab driver) of a past cabler who had logged lots of hours already, putting in place for the big money-making routes that also tax his out-of-shape physicality. On his first weekend out, he encounters suspicion and resentment when he shares his username, and he realizes that the previous medallion owner was well-known and rather infamous. When he shares his route with Anna for a time, he starts to uncover all sorts of politics and plots lurking just beneath the surface of this new industry, and he must decide upon which side he will stand. ****

The Trouble with Being Born

#47 – The Trouble With Being Born, directed by Sandra Wollner (Austria/Germany) – This provocative film cause a bit of controversy during its festival release, and could cause some trigger warnings to go off with some viewers, but Wollner took great care to protect the lead actor, herself a minor, from anything inappropriate. Set in the future, the film starts with a father and daughter spending a leisurely summer afternoon by the pool. When a shocking event occurs, it is revealed that the daughter is in fact, not human, but an adroid. The two share an easy relationship, that is gradually revealed to be somewhat more than a typical father/daughter relationship. When the girl starts to have disjointed memories of earlier times, it spurs her to leaves her home, and the movie makes a radical shift. She is found on the road by a man driving by, and is brought to a new household to live with an elderly woman. There she is given a new identity to fill a loss the woman suffered decades ago. The adjustment does not go smoothly, and eventually breaks down with devastating results. Wollner explores many troubling themes in this film, including grief, gender identity, and taboo relationships, but none more directly as the ethical treatment of artificial intelligences.

No Future

#46 – No Future, directed by Andrew Irvine and Mark Smoot (USA) – What sounds like a sordid plot from the trashy soap opera is handled with intelligence and care, and bolstered by remarkable lead performances to become a portrait of the collective trauma that is running rampant through small towns across America due to drug addiction. Will is clearly uncomfortable hen an old friend shows up at his door. Will is a recovering addict, on the verge of hope that a drug-free life is within his grasp, so out of self-preservation, he rebuffs his old pal Chris who is still hooked on drugs. When Chris dies of an overdose that night in his bedroom, Will is wracked with guilt, and attends the funeral service where he reconnects with Chris’ mother, Claire. The pair’s mutual grief brings them together, and despite the fact that Will is on the verge of a commitment to move in with his girlfriend, he ends up involved in an affair with Claire. Addiction and guilt do not mix well, and when deception is added to the mix, there’s no way for this story to go except downhill. Fortunately, Irvine and Smoot have written a nuanced screenplay that avoids sensationalism, and the performances by Charlie Heaton and Catherine Keener are beautiful in their vulnerability and sensitivity. One scene in particular that shows Claire imagining that two young women are talking about her and her son at her place of work is a revelation, and a lovely moment to show the range that Keener is able to bring to a role that is so far beyond the smart, cynical character she so often is known for. ****

Films Seen in 2021

The one or two of you reading this know that I run an independent film society, The Chlotrudis Society for Independent Film. Boston-based, but with national membership our mission is to teach audiences to view films actively. We do this through film discussion, special film events, and most famously, our annual Awards Ceremony, where we spotlight the memberships best in independent film for the year.

Because of my involvement with Chlotrudis, I tend to see a lot of films. In the golden years (late 90’s early to mid 2000’s) I would seen anywhere from 75 – 100 eligible films per year, but that number slipped to the 35 – 50 range for many years. Then a pandemic hit, and I made a conscious effort, since i wasn’t doing as much socializing, to work on my film viewing. It was easy, since most everything was streaming as the public was/is still hesitant to go back to the cinema, which makes me sad, but I understand. Now streaming outlets have made it SO easy to see films from the comfort of your own home, I worry about the future of cinema… again. At any rate, my point is in 2020 and 2021, I have met and surpassed my previous highs for movie viewing. In 2021 specifically, I saw 216 films, 138 of which were Chlotrudis eligible indies, two were Festival films that haven’t been released official;y yet, six were bigger releases that were not eligible for Chlotrudis consideration, and 70 of which were older films that I missed.

That’s a lot of films this year. I doubt I’ll be able to keep it up, but we’ll see. The catch-up viewing of older films really dropped off around September as I dove deeply into the Chlotrudis films to prepare for nominations (which are being announced publicly today — check out the Chlotrudis website tonight or tomorrow if you’re interested.)

For the next set of blog entries I will be talking about the films I saw in 2021, starting today, with just a straight list of older films that caught up on this year. I did this mainly because I finally started to listen to the Brattle Theatre’s podcast and listening to that team’s discussion of films throughout history inspired me to see a lot of films I’ve been meaning to, and just never got around to it. So for today, it’s just a list of those films that I finally watched for whatever reason.

The Last Picture Show directed by Peter Bogdanovich

Phoenix (2014) directed by Christian Petzold, ****
Alex of Venice (2014) directed by Chris Messina, *** 1/2
Aviva (2020) directed by Boaz Yakin, ** 1/2
Fireworks Wednesday (2006) directed by Asghar Farhadi, **** 1/2
Four Sheets to the Wind (2007) directed by Sterlin Harjo, *** 1/2
We Have Always Lived in the Castle (2018) dir. by Stacie Passon, *** 1/2
Transit (2018) directed by Christian Petzold, ****
Ikiru (1952) directed by Akira Kurosawa, **** 1/2
My Man Godfrey (1936) directed by Gregory La Cava, ****
Startstruck (1982) directed by Gillian Armstrong, ***
The One I Love (2014) directed by Charlie McDowell, ****
The Man Who Fell to Earth (1976) directed by Nicolas Roeg, *** 1/2
The Fountainhead (1949) directed by King Vidor, ****
Daughters of the Dust (1991) directed by Julie Dash, ***
Spotlight (2015) directed by Tom McCarthy, *****
Can You Ever Forgive Me (2018) directed by Marielle Heller, *** 1/2
You Can Count On Me (2000 directed by Kenneth Lonergan ****
Monsters (2010) directed by Gareth Edwards, ***
The Conversation (1974) directed by Francis Ford Coppola, **** 1/2
Blowup (1966) directed by Michelangelo Antonioni, ****
Labyrinth (1986) directed by Jim Henson, **
Citizen Kane (1941) directed by Orson Welles, ***
Orpheus (1950) directed by Jean Cocteau, ****
The Day the Earth Stood Still (1951) directed by Robert Wise, *** 1/2
The Wild Pear Tree (2018) directed by Nuri Bilge Ceylan, ****
Crazy Rich Asians (2018) directed by Jon M. Chu, ****
Gattaca (1997) directed by Andrew Niccol, **
Birds of Prey (and the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn) (2020) directed by Cathy Yan, *** 1/2
Eighth Grade (2018) dircted by Bo Burnham, ****
The Invitation (2015) directed by Karyn Kusama, ** 1/2
The Last Picture Show (1971) directed by Peter Bogdanovich, *****
Repo Man (1984) directed by Alex Cox, ***
Coma (1978) directed by Michael Crichton, ****
Enemy (2013) directed by Denis Villeneuve, **** 1/2
I, Tonya (2017) directed by Craig Gillespie, ****
A New Leaf (1971) directed by Elaine May, ****
Beauty and the Beast (1946) directed by Jean Cocteau, **** 1/2
Burning Cane (2019) directed by Phillip Michael Youmans, *** 1/2
Altered States (1980) directed by Ken Russell, **
Pikadero (2015) directed by Ben Sharrock, **** 1/2
The Seventh Seal (1957) directed by Ingmar Bergman, **** 1/2
Black Girl (1966) directed by Ousmane Sembène, ****
Blow-Out (1981) directed by Brian De Palma, **
The Out-of-Towners (1970) directed by Arthur Hiller, ****
Emma. (2020) directed by Autumn de Wilde, ****
Hud (1963) directed by Martin Ritt, ****
Love & Friendship (2016) directed by Whit Stillman, *** 1/2
Ishtar (1987) directed by Elaine May, ****
Stage Door (1937) directed by Kogonada, Gregory La Cava, **** 1/2
Yojimbo (1961) directed by Kogonada, Akira Kurosawa, ***
Columbus (2017) directed by Kogonada, *****
Alter Egos (2012) directed by Jordan Galland, *** 1/2
Afternoon (2015) directed by Tsai Ming-liang, **** 1/2
The Big Sleep (1946) directed by Howard Hawks, **** 1/2
Weirdos (2016) directed by Bruce McDonald, *** 1/2
Alphaville (1965) directed by Jean-Luc Godard, **
Key Largo (1948) directed by John Huston, ***
To Have and To Have Not (1944) directed by Howard Hawks, ****
Midsommar (2019) directed by Ari Aster, **
Rebels of the Neon God (1992) directed by Tsai Ming-liang, ****
Animals (2012) directed by Marçal Forés, ****
The Postman Always Rings Twice (1946) directed by Tay Garnett, ***
Barking Water (2009) directed by Sterlin Harjo, *** 1/2
Stray Dogs (2013) directed by Tsai Ming-liang, ****
The Lighthouse (2019) directed by Robert Eggers, * 1/2
Berberian Sound Studio (2012) directed by Peter Strickland, ** 1/2
His House (2020) directed by Remi Weekes, ***
Relic (2020) directed by Natalie Erika James, **** 1/2
La Llorona (2019) directed by Jayro Bustamante, ****
Sleep Dealer (2008) directed by Alex Rivera, *** 1/2